Christine Alone � � � Thursday, Apr. 10, 2003 * 05:35

A great sadness has befallen me tonight. I feel that if I do not see Justin soon, I will lose my mind. I am deeply hurt by our separation. All the times we have been apart in the past, I have never felt so acutely his absence. I think I might not make it this time. It seems to me that this is different. I just don't know what to do.